ARGH!!!

I'm upset, pissed and confused
I can't even relate the emotions that are running through me
I'm helpless and I have begun to hate
I didn't even get to spend any time
I feel rejected and ignored
These are my feelings
I can't help it, I want and need more
There is nothing I can do or say
No way to change what is happening
It is just the way it is and what I have to deal with
Why do I try and think it's important
It only seems to be important to me