Anonymity

I wanted to write, so I got on line and came to my post
I started writing and realized that I didn't want to share
The things I was saying I did not want anyone to see
I know the two subjects that I wanted to write about
I just did not want anyone to read what I had to get out
So now, I am going to bring out the notebook and write
Put it down for myself and no one else, like I used to
Funny how the blog that got me writing again was all the sudden
The last place I wanted my words to be, I wanted to be alone
My privacy is more important then my need to communicate
Maybe in the future after I have digested the subjects
I will be able to share, but for now, there is no other way

A Little Peace

Sleep eludes me again
Drives me nuts
I let things bother me
Things I could've done
Should've done
How to get from point A to point B
The brain won't stop thinking
I try to meditate, remove all thought
Sometimes I succeed, most times I don't
I want things to happen now
Don't like waiting
There is so much I need to do
Can't get it done without sleep
I hate it
There has to be a solution

Life slowed down

I haven't been writing much, just not feeling it
I've been busy organizing my life and trying to live like a human
Got a good amount done and my living space is coming together
It got cold so the heater had to be turned on
I caught a cold as a result and also caught the blues
We got some snow and I have been down for 2 days now
I figure I'll feel better tomorrow